• 31May

    Don’t worry, I have not abandoned the blog! I’ve been working hard on a few new stories and I am about to launch a new weekly feature (it will involve a combination of stories, life, ancient languages, graffiti and death). This will be in addition to the Sunday Sermon, so you should be able to reach your “interesting stories from dead people” quota of the week quite easily.

    I do a fair amount of research for each post, so it is taking a bit of time to get them done, but hopefully the wait will be worth it.

    Please stay tuned….

  • 06May

    Inspired by Christie Lynn over at Observations of a Nerd, I’ve decided to post a bit about myself and my strange career choice. I always enjoy learning about the person behind the words that I am reading, so here is a bit about my life and my work.

    I am an archaeologist. No, I don’t dig up dinosaurs. I don’t fight Nazis. I have never found any gold. I have not found an ancient lost city today and no, I can’t go dig up your garden for you.

    I spend most of my time wandering through various fields of southern Ontario. I am a contract archaeologist. I don’t work for a museum or a university. I work for an archaeology company that gets hired by construction companies. In Canada, as in many other countries, whenever someone wants to develop any land, they are legally required to get the land checked out for archaeological purposes. Here is where I come in. My crew and I show up, shovels in our hands, steel toe boots on our feet, trowels in our back pockets and we often find…. absolutely nothing. We spend days surveying land - whether walking through it, looking at the ground or digging test units - and, quite often, the land is written off and we go off on our merry way, never to be seen there again. And the land miraculously becomes a new housing development.

    But sometimes, we find things. A lithic scatter - a place where people made stone tools, leaving behind evidence of their work. A village - longhouses and sweatlodges that were once full of people and are now full of artifacts, marking their presence. Historic sites – houses that were built when the European pioneers first settled the land. Sometimes, my job is as simple as picking up an arrowhead directly off the ground and making a note of its location. Other times, I have to dig metres into the ground and accurately draw, to scale, each tiny little deposit layer and figure out their relationships with each other. Each little bit that we find, regardless of how insignificant it seems, is a part of our history. A part of us. I find that endlessly fascinating.

    It is not glamourous work. We don’t use brushes and casually flick off bits of dirt from perfect specimens. Most of our work is done whilst slogging through mud and thick bushes, with a giant shovel and a metal screen. My fingernails are constantly full of dirt. I have large calluses on my hands and feet. I bring spiders into my home on my clothes and virtually everything I own has a layer of dirt covering it. I go home every day physically weary, wanting nothing more than a hot shower and the chance to curl up on my couch with a good book. I inhale bugs regularly (by accident). My back and knees ache nearly constantly. I work under the hot sun all day, in all sorts of weather. I’ve gotten heat stroke several times. I constantly develop mysterious cuts and bruises all over my body and I get insanely uneven farmers tans. And I get laid off every Christmas until the snow finally melts and the ground dries, sometimes four or five months later.

    I love my job. There is just something purely awesome about being out under the sun with a shovel in my hand and dirt under my feet. Even on the most brutally frustrating days – slogging through thick forests, in 40 degree weather, impaling myself on thorns and finding absolutely nothing -  I don’t regret my choice of careers. I love relying on my own strength to do my job. I love grabbing my shovel and breaking through the topsoil, not knowing what I will find beneath it.  I love working on a new site, in a new city, almost every week, sometimes every day. I love finding things that have been unseen for hundreds or even thousands of years.

    And I get more than enough material to have my own cool stories to tell. Like the time I accidentally put a shovel through the skull of a 700 year old two year old baby. Or the time I picked up a point and realized that I am probably the first person to touch this in 10,000 years. Or the time the crazy turkey hunter came out to our site and started telling us about how the government was watching us and that we should not give out our phone numbers. Or the time I had to wear a Haz-Mat suit and breathing mask since the dirt and air were potentially toxic, as I knelt in the trench and attempted to draw the profile. Or the time that my co-worker got cornered by raccoons in a cave. Or the time a deer leaped out in front of our site and stood there, watching us, for several minutes before bounding away. Every day is different. Every day is weird.

    Archaeology gives you random skills that don’t have much use anywhere else yet are fun to possess. I can throw dirt, accurately, into a wheelbarrow ten metres away. I can flip my trowel twice in the air and catch it without impaling myself. I can look at the ground and instantly pick out dirt covered artifacts and reconstruct a site by looking at the scatter of artifacts on a map. I can look at a wall and tell by the brick formation when it was built. I can look at a rock and tell whether it is culturally modified. I actually use Pythagorean Theorum almost every day of my life.

    It’s a weird job, it’s a hard job, it’s a fun job. It’s my life.

  • 06Apr

    I’m currently giving the blog a face lift, so things might get strange for the next couple of days as I fiddle around with it. But it will emerge with a much higher portion of awesome.

  • 02Apr

    This is a great little video on open mindedness.

    Now, if only people who need to watch it would actually watch it with an open mind. Sigh.

  • 26Feb

    I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the morality of murder.

    Ok, maybe that’s a bit morbid.

    I read a recent article in The Humanist about a man who applied for conscientious objector (CO) status in the US army. He joined the army voluntarily but as his training went on, he became increasingly convinced that killing other people was morally wrong and not something he could do in good conscience. When he was about to be sent to Iraq, he went AWOL and has been trying to be classified as a CO ever since.

    The problem is: he is an atheist. He went through several rounds of appeals, meetings, further appeals and eventually he was rejected. Why was he rejected? Because he was not Christian. He could not point to the Bible to show how he thought that killing was wrong. He could not prove any “activities” that revolved around his faith nor that he had “altered his behaviour to accommodate his beliefs.” He did not go to church, thus his moral stance was questionable.

    I am quite disturbed by this and it got me thinking about killing people. Wait, that came out wrong. I’ve been thinking about the morality involved with killing people.

    I can completely understand this man’s approach. Just because a book doesn’t tell me that something is wrong doesn’t mean that I can’t feel strongly about it! In a lot of ways, I think it would be a lot harder for an atheist to kill someone than someone with a firm religious belief. The latter could always tell themselves that they are sending them to a better place or doing God’s duty, for better or for worse. An atheist doesn’t have that comfort.

    To me, my life is the most previous thing that I have. This is my life, my only life. When I’m dead, it’s gone, I stop completely. The idea of stopping someone else’s life, taking away their only chance to exist in this universe – is simply appalling.

    I’ve never been able to distance myself from other people, even within war settings.  (Not that I am saying that I have ever been in a war but just through my own thought experiments). The opposite side isn’t an all-powerful enemy but common folk who are just fighting for what they believe in. The person they are shooting at was once a baby, held in their parents’ arms. They probably went to school, had some good friends, maybe a family. They probably don’t want to be at war either. I would make a horrible soldier because I could never get past that. And I don’t think I would want to get past that. I just can’t connect national politics with individual people.

    I don’t mean that nothing is worth fighting for.  I’m still undecided about my position on war in general and maybe we do need people who can get past this thought process.

    But if someone decides that they cannot kill another human being, they should not be forced into a situation where they might have to.

  • 11Feb

    I don’t get angry very easily. Most people know me as a laid back, cheerful person. I strongly believe in a “live and let live policy” and I am usually happy to let people believe whatever they want. Sometimes, however, I read or watch something that just makes me very, very angry. This is one of those times.

    I recently watched one of the worst movies I have ever seen in my life. The only good thing about the documentary “Expelled: No Intelligence Allowed,” hosted by Ben Stein, is that the title is entirely accurate. You are quite literally expected to turn your brain off completely in order to have an even remote chance of accepting any of the useless points, silly arguments and false pretences that exist throughout the “documentary.”

    Ben Stein attempts to frame this film as if it is an honest inquiry into Intelligent Design (ID) and its place within the scientific community. He tries to come across as someone who is just trying to understand the issues at stake in a complete, unbiased way but he not only fails spectacularly at this but also proves himself and the other creators of this film to be completely unethical and lacking even basic understanding of anything they are talking about. The creators of this film clearly started with a theory and did everything in their power to manipulate the viewer into believing it.

    I am appalled by the complete lack of understanding of even basic scientific principles and the purposeful and blatant manipulation of known facts. In less than two hours, this movie managed to link “Darwinism” directly to atheism, fascism, the Holocaust, communism, abortion, eugenics and Nazism while at the same time making reputable scientists look like evil bastards without any sense of morality (some of whom believe in aliens), who are all out to suppress all academic freedom that does not align with their totalitarian, iron clad grasp on the world. Seriously.

    The interviews with well-known scientists were interspersed with silly cuts to movies from the fifties, “evil guy” sound effects, the Berlin wall going up, a guillotine slamming down, cowboy shootouts, and Nazi parades.  The interviews with proponents for Intelligent Design were backed up by sad, sappy music and clips of cute little children being bullied, basically establishing themselves as the poor underdogs who were being cruelly repressed by the evil atheistic “Scientific Establishment.” (Ironically, they also used a scene from Planet of the Apes - a movie based on evolution - to represent their oppression. Ha!)

    The language used throughout the film is frankly childish. Ben Stein seems to believe that the more contempt he adds to his voice inflection, the stronger his argument. “Darwinism” is used over and over again as synonymous with evolution and is used with enough inflection to make it clear that it is meant to taken as profanity. Proponents of ID are described as the poor underdogs who are “feeling the Darwinist wrath” as they just try to get their voices heard in a community that is set against them.

    Strangely, Ben Stein spent a whole five minutes wandering around Washington quite lost as he tried to find the Discovery Institute, a famous conservative think tank well-known for defending Intelligent Design.  He seems to think that the fact that the Discovery Institute only has one floor in an office building that he had a hard time finding means that they are being repressed and therefore, they must be right. Yep. This is exactly the type of logic used throughout this film.  People working in the Discovery Institute were shown peeking shyly around corners and occasionally whimpering, “All we want is a debate”.  Sob stories of scientists who were seemingly unceremoniously fired after daring to attempt to study Intelligent Design were used to fuel the claim that there is a grand conspiracy to “stamp out of the competition”. It is, quite frankly, silly if you understand the basic principles of the scientific method and peer-reviewed systems.

    Another reoccurring theme that they kept trying to hammer into your head throughout the movie was that Darwin was wrong.  Also, he was evil. And apparently all modern scientists know this but are too scared to admit it to the public. The film spends a lot of time attempting to prove that Darwin didn’t know enough about genetics or the mechanisms of the cell or cosmology to be accurate. Apparently, Darwin was wrong about evolution because he did not state how life originated. Also, he doesn’t explain gravity and thermodynamics. Therefore, everything he does explain can’t possibly be right.  I can’t imagine how anyone can actually think that this is a valid point. Darwin was a biologist who wrote a book in 1859. He was not writing cosmology nor was he explaining gravity. He was writing about natural selection, a biological process called evolution. They are different fields entirely. Just because a baseball player does not play soccer does not invalidate baseball as a sport. It’s simply a ridiculous concept. Yet this was a common theme throughout the whole movie, as if repeating it over and over again will somehow make it right.

    In some respects, they actually are right. Darwin did get some details wrong and some of his ideas didn’t pan out upon further investigation. Darwin really didn’t know anything about genetics or about the Big Bang. Why is that? Because he wrote the book in 1859! Why is this a difficult concept? Believe it or not, Ben Stein, science has advanced somewhat since the mid 19th century. The idea that a theory is wrong if you defame the person who originally proposed it is an argument that frequently comes up amongst religious adherents and NEVER makes sense. It doesn’t matter that Darwin got same details wrong or that he was not omniscient and didn’t know everything in every field. He also got a lot of details right and, importantly, he inspired other people to think, to examine, to investigate his ideas and the theory of evolution through natural selection has evolved from that. It is the ideas that matter - ideas that can be tested and either upheld or falsified - not the person who came up with them. This process is known as “science” and is clearly a concept that Ben Stein completely misunderstands. Ignoring this fact along with the vast amount of evidence that has been accumulated since Darwin published his book does not make it go away. It is just a lame attempt towards vilification used by a group of people who can’t argue  with the vast amount of evidence, so they try to take down the person who wrote about it 150 years ago instead. Fail.

    Another consistent theme throughout the film was a heartfelt appeal to American patriotism alongside a vilification of scientists. “Darwinism” is anti-American; the scientific community is an Orwellian Big Brother bent on silencing the little guys who just want to make their voices heard in a free and democratic society. At the same time, the film describes a bizarre version of the modern approach to science - attempting to make it seem like an evil and oppressive empire that is ruthlessly taking out all potential opposition. It would be hilarious if they weren’t actually serious.  They make a direct comparison of academic peer reviewed systems to the Berlin wall while whimpering plaintively that the scientific community is not willing to think, that they are limiting academic freedom. Scientists are, therefore, out to destroy anyone who disagrees with them. You can’t go against the consensus. In regards to scientific funding, one researcher actually said  “If you want to have a piece of the pie, you have to be a good comrade.” So, from their strange warped view of the world, science is communism and Intelligent Design is democracy, trying to liberate the minds of the people. Ben Stein mysteriously claims that the scientific community simply does not tolerate dissent, that you “can’t question the paradigm”, and that anyone who disagrees with prevailing scientific views is instantly squashed. He actually claims that “the scientific establishment is afraid of free speech” and that the scientists all get together and talk about how they fear that close analysis will make their theories crumple and that scientists know there is a looming crisis but they are too scared to admit so to the public.

    I mean….wow. It just makes no sense. I’m actually curious where Ben Stein gets his ideas and appalled that anyone would think that this is an accurate depiction of anything. Labeling science as communism and crying censorship is just plain silly. This utter lack of understanding of even the basic concept of science and the scientific method is remarkable. Science is all about dissent! New ideas constantly revise, change and often reject prevailing views. Scientific theories change ALL THE TIME as the EVIDENCE and TESTING shows different results. If you do actual testing, if you read what others have written, if you have something new to contribute and some evidence to back it up – then you are welcome within the scientific community. And more people will look at that data, to see if there is anything wrong, to see if some other idea might be more right instead. Nothing is sacred and everything is up for analysis. This is not censorship; it is the definition of openness!

    But the IDres don’t want openness. They want their religion thrust upon everyone else, masqueraded as science. I laughed out loud when one poor little creationist pouted and said, “We get coverage like an outsider, like it’s not an even debate.” Well, that is because it isn’t a debate. Intelligent Design is not a science because it is not a science. Science needs research and studies, not simply a claim that everything is too complex. Denying one theory does not mean that another one is therefore correct and just because more than two people can state the same opinion does not make it scientific. Science is about inquiry and experimentation. Saying “I don’t understand science, therefore God created the universe” is not a scientific concept. Ignoring evidence, warping existing theories and simply stating that “God did it” as if that is the answer to life, the universe and everything is simply not science. Thus, it is not accepted as such. Science is based on the scientific method – a methodological approach to important questions, based on evidence and actual experimentation – not on a whimsical fantasy and explained with platitudes instead of actual data. Scientists are constantly trying to answer questions and come up with new ones. I find that to be infinitely more interesting than deciding that it is not worth the effort and claiming that we can never understand it anyways.  Sorry, Ben Stein, but just wanting something to exist does not make it so.  I have chosen to keep on thinking and not relying on a mythical deity to do it for me.

    Eventually, the movie delves into “disturbing glimpses into where Darwinism can lead”. They actually claim that if you believe in evolution, you therefore cannot possibly have any ethics or free will and that there is absolutely no point in existing. One of his main arguments against evolution seems to be that it is eroding faith. The more you learn about science, about the natural world, the more likely you are to become an atheist. Therefore, science is evil. Their main argument for this strange fact comes from a conversation with a man who took a single course in biology and was therefore forced to become an atheist. Oh yes, and he also has a brain tumor and wants to kill himself. Therefore, Darwinism is evil. Yep.

    Finally, as if all of that crap wasn’t enough, they took the inevitable step and threw in the direct comparison between believing in evolution and becoming Hitler. Ben Stein interviews a bunch of people of varying backgrounds as if this connection is inherent within the theory of evolution. If you believe it, there is no reason not to be evil. Darwinism must lead directly to eugenics. That is stupid. Even if eugenics is based on ideas of evolution, the social implications of an idea do not detract from its scientific validity.  Eugenics involves very simplistic and often faulty assumptions about genetic heredity and has been argued against by most scientists since the first proposal and it vehemently condemned by the vast majority of people in the world. Again, Ben Stein is trying to ignore the science of the theory and is going for emotions appeals instead. This led into my favourite part of the documentary: Quote mining time! Ben Stein comes up with a mournfully delivered, painfully edited and utterly misrepresented quote by Darwin. I can’t believe that he thought he would get away with it.

    This is Ben Stein quoting “directly” from Darwin:

    “With savages, the weak in body or mind are soon eliminated. We civilized men, on the other hand, do our utmost to check the process of elimination. We build asylums for the imbecile, the maimed and the sick. Thus the weak members of civilized societies propagate their kind. No one who has attended to the breeding of domestic animals will doubt that this must be highly injurious to the race of man. Hardly anyone is so ignorant as to allow his worst animals to breed.”

    Now, that does sound a bit depressing and feeds nicely into his ideology of Darwin = Evil. Until, of course, you read the actual paragraph in the book. I have bolded the parts that were deleted, sometimes even MID SENTENCE:

    “With savages, the weak in body or mind are soon eliminated; and those that survive commonly exhibit a vigorous state of health. We civilized men, on the other hand, do our utmost to check the process of elimination. We build asylums for the imbecile, the maimed and the sick; we institute poor-laws; and our medical men exert their utmost skill to save the life of every one to the last moment. There is reason to believe that vaccination has preserved thousands, who from a weak constitution would formerly have succumbed to small-pox. Thus the weak members of civilized societies propagate their kind. No one who has attended to the breeding of domestic animals will doubt that this must be highly injurious to the race of man. It is surprising how soon a want of care, or care wrongly directed, leads to the degeneration of a domestic race; but excepting in the case of man himself, hardly anyone is so ignorant as to allow his worst animals to breed.”

    And then, of course, there is the next paragraph on the same page:

    “The aid which we feel impelled to give to the helpless is mainly an incidental result of the instinct of sympathy, which was originally acquired as part of the social instincts, but subsequently rendered, in the manner previously indicated, more tender and more widely diffused. Nor could we check our sympathy, even at the urging of hard reason, without deterioration in the noblest part of our nature. The surgeon may harden himself whilst performing an operation, for he knows that he is acting for the good of his patient; but if we were intentionally to neglect the weak and helpless, it could only be for a contingent benefit, with an overwhelming present evil.”

    So, Darwin was actually proposing the exact opposite of what Ben Stein was accusing. Quote mining like that is incredibly unethical. I still can’t understand why so many religious people feel the need to lie in order to make their point. And even if the first one was correctly interpreted, and Darwin had actually written that, it still says absolutely nothing about the actual scientific theory of evolution. Again, it’s the evidence that matters, not the person behind it. We simply don’t worship Darwin and thus we don’t rely every thing he said. It just goes to show that Ben Stein is wiling to blatantly lie to make his silly point, ignoring anything resembling the truth or actual evidence.  It’s sad.

    Ben Stein ends the movie by gleefully establishing himself as the selfless intellectual - a martyr for the cause, one of the few left with an independent mind – who is just trying to let the poor oppressed people be heard. He claims that his motivation is pure, that all he wants is for both sides of the argument be willing to talk and to listen to each other, to keep the dialogue open (a bit rich coming from him, after two hours of blatantly lying about, completely ignoring and misrepresenting the other side). As he stands in front of a huge lecture hall full of people (I would love to know if they were all paid extras), he once again delves into fake American patriotism. “It is not just scientists that are being expelled, but freedom itself, the very foundation of the American dream”. He then steps back and basks in their uproarious applause.

    I just wanted to vomit.

    This film is one of the worst cases of journalistic dishonesty and complete and utter disregard for actual knowledge and evidence that I have ever seen. Ben Stein attempts to portray himself as a hero who is just trying to protect the freedom of speech but instead just entrenches himself as an uneducated, unethical man who desires nothing even resembling truth and honest inquiry. I’m just sad that there are people out there who will believe him.

    My only consolation about watching this travesty of a film is that I watched it for free on YouTube and thus did not give this man a single penny.

  • 13Jan

    I just watched this and I thought it was an interesting, well made allegory.

    Instruction Manual For Life

    I’m curious what religious people think when they see this.

  • 09Jan

    I’ve been thinking about atheism for a long time. After years of talking to other atheists and discussing/debating people of a variety of faiths, I have gradually come to terms with my own world view.

    I think positively.

    Maybe that is too simplistic. But I don’t think so.  A lot of religious people have a problem with atheism because they assume that, without a god, life has no meaning. I think the opposite is true. When you go through life without a god, the possibilities are endless.

    This is the only life I am ever going to have. For me, this is an incredible motivator. I will have no other chances so I don’t put things off. I have great relationships with my friends and family because this is the only time we will have together. If someone dies, I don’t get the false comfort of potentially seeing them in some cloud infused future but I do have the comfort of their memories - the knowledge of the impact they had on my life - to reflect upon and smile at the memories created. I awknowledge their life and I don’t cheapen their death by pretending it is not permanent.  I try to experience life to the fullest. I try new things all the time, even if I suspect I will hate it. I travel, to see how other people live, to get outside my own little box in the world. I talk to all sorts of people because I think everyone has something interesting to say. Life has meaning when you make it have meaning. If you stop worrying about what comes next, you can enjoy what is here right now.

    I have morals. They are not arbitrary nor were they passed down to me through a supernatural deity. They are simple rules to live by that allow humans to live together. I am a firm believer in the Golden Rule. I think it all comes down to reciprocity. I don’t want to live in a world where people are stealing or raping or murdering. I don’t think many people want to live in that world. So we create rules to ensure that we can live together peacefully. If someone breaks the social cohension, there must be consequences, so rules and legal systems evolved from that. None of this needs a god. It just needs decent human beings who want to survive with other decent human beings.

    It takes a lot more effort to be angry and spiteful than it does to be nice to someone. I choose to try and make a positive impact on the world. I don’t need to be bribed nor threatened to live a good life. I respect humanity. I like people, I like civilization. I want us to succeed. I don’t need a god to tell me this.

    Humans created the world we now live in. No, we didn’t make the rocks or the trees or the oceans. We didn’t magically come into existence nor are we the reason the earth is here.  The chances of life arising on Earth and becoming sentient are astronomical. We came into existence through a combination of random mutations and natural selection over billions of years. Many many things could have gone differently in the past. This does not make me want to thank a supernatural creator but it does make me feel awe for the universe. We arose from single cell organisms, survived, changed, banded together, got along with each other, flourished and gradually moved towards large scale civilizations. We went from hunter-gatherers living in bands of 20 people to large cities of millions. That is just… cool. I am fascinated by this. And these civilizations, for better or for worse, were created by HUMAN rules created to help us live with other HUMANS. We experience life through our culture. Our laws and morals evolved to make us survive. Our life is our culture and we create meaning every day that we live.

    Life has meaning. It is not determined by a god. If I can impact one life - being a good friend to someone, saving a life, making someone feel better about themselves, helping someone through tough times - then my life has had meaning. It does not have to have cosmological consequences. Everything can have a positive side to it and the journey lies in looking for that, not seeking a mythical future.

    My life is not dictated by a god and I will not be magically forgiven (nor punished nor rewarded) for any of my choices. My successes are MY sucessess. My failures are MY failures. I have full personal accountability for everything that I do, every decision that I make. This makes weigh the potential positive and negative impacts of everything I do. I think this helps me be a good person.

    As the London buses now proclaim: “There probably is no God. So stop worrying and enjoy your life”.

    I sure am.

  • 12Dec